📲- Talk about someone/something you dislike, but only pretend to like
God. What’s everybody’s fascination with Him, really? Yeah some people are like so into it, right. Like they really call out to Him and feel heard. And they say I just need to trust Him and stuff, but… thing is He’s not there when you need Him at all. Blasphemy I bet. Ok listen I know the guy right I know what Im talking about. I’ve been at His office a few time, ok? Maybe it’s just me. I’m not a likeable person I know. I’ve been a bad boy looking for trouble for as long as I can remember. I guess He gave up on me. I’m not the black sheep of the family, no, I’m just a mf wolf. You know I AM trying to be a good man. I’d like a friend in Him, but I’m not good enough, I’ll never be good enough. Besides that I’m a little pissed off by all the shit he pulls on people. Maria, I like her. She is a good mom. I do the rosary and talk to her, she’s nice. God, the son, is mehhh. I don’t know. Am I the only one that thinks he looks like a wuss? You have to sell it a little, right? So yeah he died on the cross… people die all the time. There are worse ways to die and live, I can tell you that. I don’t feel He cares shit about me. I hope Lady Mary will tell Him I’m actually not all that bad. Not so that I can get in Heaven or anything. I just think He should know the truth. I’m not actually all that bad. I’m just hurt. That’s why I like her. Cause she’s a mom to everybody. And she will not say I’m dumb or something, cause moms can love unconditionally. That’s why in my opinion, girls make better priests too.